Đặng Thùy Trâm: The Vietnamese surgeon whose diary brought a nation to tears

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Đặng Thùy Trâm was fresh out of school when she joined the North Vietnamese army as a battlefield surgeon. The Vietnam War (or The American War, as it’s known in Vietnam) had just broken out and was engulfing the entire nation. She was a patriot for her country and willingly signed up, but she was unprepared for what she saw there. In order to deal with the overwhelming horror, sorrow, and loneliness, she began writing about it in her diary. It was not a diary about combat – it was about someone going through some of the worst life had to offer and still finding beauty in the world.

After her death in the war, that diary was found by a US soldier named Fred Whitehurst. His interpreter, after confirming it had no actionable military intelligence, begged him not to destroy it: “Fred, don’t burn this. It has fire in it already.” Against all regulation, Whitehurst kept the diary. For 35 years.

“Fred, don’t burn this. It has fire in it already.”

When her story was published in July 2005, it became a massive bestseller in her native Vietnam, selling over 300,000 copies (most books only have a run of 2-4,000 copies). In America, it was published under the title Last Night I Dreamed Of Peace. It gave a point of view to the war from someone scared and optimistic, who loved her country but could also be critical of its choices. It has, according to much of the reporting around the book, helped Vietnam as a nation grapple with its own past.

The process of getting the diary out into the world changed Whitehurst’s life. Although he worked with the FBI after the war and engaging with a communist country such as Vietnam was tantamount to career suicide, he kept quietly searching for Đặng Thùy Trâm’s family. When he finally found them, he discovered a kind, gracious, and incredibly human family — who adopted him. He now visits his Vietnamese mother regularly, and counts Đặng Thùy Trâm’s sisters as his own.

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6 Responses to “Đặng Thùy Trâm”

  1. debbie

    I don’t know why the headline says nurse when it clearly states in the article she was a surgeon. Girls can be surgeons too.

  2. Jason Porath

    Because I’m functioning on 3 hours of sleep. :) Thanks, amending.

  3. Mr Blinginton

    I really enjoy everything you do, but the pre-jump summaries keep getting more and more clickbaity, and this one was particularly bad.

  4. Knowing you, aha!

    I love your modern worthies – this one was an especially great story. x

  5. Arosebyothername

    THANK YOU FOR SHARING HER STORY!!! I wrote my midterm for a War and Trauma class using her diary and found it a truly humanizing perspective on the Vietnam War. I wish this side of history was given more value over the dates and politics of wars.